cerita

hoihh. ever feel like you're on cloud 9 and smiling tetibe and non stopnye while watching korean dramas? or lebih dahsyat lagi menjerit2 "oh myyyyyy gosshh! sweet sialll! " sambil hentak2 kaki kat lantai. ape? tak pernah? eleh leh leh. tipuuuuu. tipuuuuu *sambil tolak2 bahu gaya super gedik*

it's normal. once you've watched korean drama, there's never ending to it. NYEHEHEHEH *gelak syaitonirrajim*

wallahweyh. memang addicted dowh bila tgk korea nih. sumpah tak tipu. yang laki pun sama jer. once dah tgk u'll become hooked. ;)

situasi saya di dalam kelas intro to mass media satu hari yang hening

saya: wuaaaarghh! ngantuknyeww *sambil gosok2 mata*
kawan: why? tido pukul bape semalam?
saya: kul 4 la babe. i tgk korea tuh. pergh, best gile dowh
kawan:OMGGG! cite ape? gua pun tgh layan korea nih
saya: ulang tgk BOF
kawan:OMGGG! i tgk tu jugak dowh. kim hyun joong tak nak macam hensem gila + sweet gila plak kan? aihh
saya: OMGGG! i pun suka dia gak. sweet gilaaaa!
kawan lelaki : OMGGGG! i pun tgh tgk tu jugak, okay? hahaha! bla bla bla
saya and kawan tadi: berpandangan but later on join jugak.

5 minit after habis discussion "erk, somehow i think macam keGAYan jer bunyi F bukan huruf sebenar tuh" hahahahah!

ok, pedulikan. cerita die best, nak buat macam mana. haha

tapi yang tak boleh bla adalah how super damn sweet the characters can be at times yang u akan rasa macam "aaaarghh! sweet gilaaaa! aku nak bf macam nih"
and "OMG! apesal kau tak dengan die? dahlah sweet gilaaaa! takpe second hero, i ada for you. ahh *fainted*

hmm, sounds sangat typical kan? yeah. semuanya pentipu. ada ke kesweetan macam nih lagi? aihh..

you curik my heart!! ARGHHH! i lebiu! ;)

*sambung tengok cerita beliau*

agak kehepian

olaaaaaaa!

ni entry pasal semalam semalam, 14dis2010 ;)

i woke up really early semalam, mengujakan despite i am so very not a morning person yaww. bangun2 jer terus mandi then siap2 pegi bank pasal nak bank in kan duit opah yg aku pinjam( see, i am THAT MISKINNN! ) ke akaun azzim, as well as transferring some dollar to a blog yg ahh, i dont have to tell ya rite? bought some stuffs lagi. this time, inner syria tuh. haha. ok, pagi2 mmg best sebab senang giler dapat parking ;)

so bila dah bank in duit, went straight home sebab nak balik muar. i was wearing my brands outlet tshirt and cardigan mng aku yg dah lusuh tu for the gazzilionth time yg adik aku yg laki tu pun komplen aku asek pakai baju tuh. errk? since when do you care huh brotha? aihh. saya sgt comfortable memakai itu ye kawan2.
so my mum was like "ok, cepat2 siap. nnt pukul berapa pulak nak sampainye"

sebenarnya aku nak salin baju, nak pakai lah baju yg molek sikit sebab aku mmg hipokrit bila balik kampung. pakaian mesti molek2 ye kawan2. heee. baju tshirt kan, pendek lah ia. tapi since mak suh cepat and mak aku punya bebel kalau kitorang lambat tuh sama dengan perasaan nak lari rumah, maka aku pun membatalkan niat tersebut. ahh, belasah jela baju ni pun.

so around 9.30 jugak la bertolak. ayah pun lalu jalan lama, tak ikut highway. then mak nak singgah ayer hitam yg aku pun tak taw die nak beli ape and aku sumpah tak suka pegi sana okay?

so sampailah kami di ayer hitam yg masa tuh i was dreaming hugging CN BLUE's lead singer. ok tipu. cett. tgh sedap2 tido pulak sampai. tenyeh2 mata bercontact lens kelabu baru beli, aku pun keluar dari perut kereta sebab ayah matikan enjin. alaaaa, boringlah tempat ni. there's nothing to buy. when my mum was like " cantiknyaaaaa. ni berapa ni? tak boleh kurang ke? hahaha" kat abang2 yg macam sebok usha2 aku sebab aku tgh main selipar yg ada bijik2 yg kengkonon boleh sembuhkan penyakit bagai tuh. alaaa, yg kalau kita pijak sakit tu and bintik2 tuh ada tulis bahagian2 mana yg die fokus macam buah pingggang, tulang belakang and lain2 tuh. apa? tak tahu? okay. sudah. :D

so i walked off from the abang-abangs and wandered a little further. then......
JENG JENG JENG!

ok, not that dramatic lah kan. ok. i saw a kedai, kedai tau. yg ada aircond and macam butik la sebenarnya, yg jual LOTS OF TUDUNG2 SELENDANG BAJU KURUNG DAN INNER!!

*.* (was my expression) and tanpa mempedulikan mak ayah yg tah kat mana, i took off my shoes(ok, gila eksklusif yg kau kene remove kasut okay) and masuk dengan bahagianya. tapi, err, mesti mahal, mesti punyalahhh. tengoklah kedai die. besar gila and ada aircond and banyak gila shawl tudung semua. siap kene remove kasut bagai lagi. dahlah tgh pokai nih, mak plak tah kemana. aihh, tengok jelahhh "WTF? BIAR BETUL? 3 hengget sembilan posen???" adalah perkataan yg terkeluar dari mulut aku time aku menyentuh sehelai inner cotton kaler electric blue kat situ.

i then went to the shawl section and grab one of the price tags and "OH MY GOSHING GOSH! RM 12.90 JER PASHMINA MACAM NI?? " so i went back to the inner section and hambek 1 lah, ape lagi. kaler electric blue tu la. sangat suka kaler tuh okay. haha. dalam hati mmg agak menyumpah jugak since i just transferred some money kat blog yg jual inner RM5 jer tuh. beli 5 plak kan. haihh. takpe lah. then terus grab 1 lagi pasmina yg sangat rare and macam cantiiiiiiiik gilaaaaaaaaaaaa sumpah. haa, memang ade 1 jer plak yg macam tuh. terus bayar. ;)
kedai tuh sumpah murah gila. even baju kurung die pun murah tak hengat. shawl pulak semua jenis ade. SEMUA okay. and inner semua kaler ade. SEMUA okay. okay, stop =.=

keluar2 je macam menyesal sebab tak beli banyak. macam tak sangka plak ada kedai menarik macam ni kat ayer hitam yg you-know-how lah kan? eheh. alamak, ayah, patah balik boleh? haha.
sambung tido. then ayah singgah 1 kedai ni yg tak menarik gila, sangat. kedai makanan kampung
yang macam err, takpelah. tapi perut lapar gila and ayah was like " jomlah tengok jelah apa ada. lapar gila ni" ok.
kita pun turun and lagi sekali penenyehan mata berlaku. eheks. :D
pastu nampak ada abang goreng2 bende dengan penuh semangat. haa, rilek bang, rilek.
scored a seat, then looked around. char kuey teow special. hmm, NAAAAK! mak pun tanya ada apa. nasi ayam, mee kari, mee rebus johor, sup kambing tapi aku tetap nak char kuey teow.
servis die memang awesome gila. sangat cepat okay. nak mengumpat pun tak sempat.
memang makan lah kan since i didn't eat at all pagi tuh sebab takde mood. nyeheheh

the food was exceptionally good, despite the place. i mean, die macam gerai yg sangat biasa jer. sangat biasa yg you will think 3ratuspatbelas kali nak makan kat situ, like williams. haa, like williams lah senang cite. ;)

so perut pun dah boroi, so teruskan perjalanan. hmm, ikut jalan kg ni sumpah lama gila. like, usually 2 hours kan, yg ni macam 9.30 till almost 4 baru sampai. you do the math. haha :D

the conclusion is here is or my point here is, i am glad that we took the long way to muar, something yang we never did, but ended up good. i mean not good good, but something yang like we stumbled upon an eating place where the food was good despite the rupa paras of the place and that i found a good place selling hijabs. ahh, so konklusi die aku hepi lah hari ni. ;)

till then!

heart wrenching-ness

akhirnyaaaaaa. ok no drama please.ngehh

result dah pun keluar. and everyone was like "alhamdulillah, praise to Allah" and "As expected" and "Yes, lulus, alhamdulillah" and oh-you-know-what. So my news feed was definitely eaten up by these happy people claiming how they feel about their results. Well, i did too. theheheh, but then got it removed. Why? Hmm, no particular reason. Alhamduliilah jugak, sebab result was not as expected. Eh? Not as expected? haihh. aku expect teruk gila since my carry mark was like taknak cakap and i answered my papers pun was like taknak cakap jugak.
But yet, peningkatan. and i was like "eh? err, Alhamdulillah! " and lompat2 dalam keadaan tak mandi tak gosok gigi messy hair and bangun tepat2 kul 9 pagi atas katil :D

Thank you Allah, and everyone that matters ;)


Dalam babak yang lain pula, Ina has been calling me a lot since she caught her bf, i mean ex-bf cheated on her and their fucking 7 years relationship just shattered. SHATTERED. 7 YEARS. 7 FUCKING FUCKING YEARS.

I didn't know much how to calm a broken hearted person but yet i did my best. Somehow, i feel her pain. Sumpah tak tipu. Everything was just not worth it. Screw you dude for breaking my sister's heart.
btw, I got this from a friend's page, and thought of sharing this.


the girl who seemed unbreakable - BROKE

the girl who seemed so strong - CRUMBLED

the girl who always laughed it off - CRIED

why?

it was all because the boy who make her feel WORTH it, left her all ALONE..

i may not be the best sister neither i know how to mend your broken heart, but 1 fact you should always remember, sis, YOU GOT ME, :')

december

the thing about insomnia is you are always hungry. ALWAYS. adoii. laparrrr =.=

it's december already. days away from 2011. ;) time to do the most cliche thing ever when it's december. teka lah, teka lah. haha. okay.
PILING UP ON THE SO-CALLED-RESOLUTIONS!
okay, some of you people bukan hanya pile-up kan the resolutions, tapi buat juga. but me? naah! mmg pile up kan pun tapi buatnya 1 ke 2 jer. kot. ahahah. yg paling takleh bla, every year mesti ada "kuruskan badan" but yet, haremmmmm. hmm

2 days away from the kepulangan of the mother and father. tangki civic pun dah diisi penuh for KLIA. can't wait :D sebab penderitaan aku akan berakhir. penat ohh jadi mother. i swear. pagi2 keje aku google masakan kat myresipi.com. and tanya kids nak makan apeeeeeeee. hari2 insomnia, tido pas subuh, bangun time orang semua dah nak tido balik. jadinya, no breakfast for them, bangun2 jer masak lunch. haha. i am such a bad mother kan? SORRY.
hmm, agak2 mak ayah kasi tak aku nak pegi menggedik menggeletis bervacation bersama rakan taulan after diorang balik nih? dah banyak dah plan aku. dahlah nak mintak duit ribuan ringgit diorang lagi for DSLR. adoiiii '-.-

ohh pretty please. yg DSLR tuh salahkan lecturer, okay? err, i love you makayah ;DD

the thing is, i miss pizza and the crews and the bucks i get from drops of sweat working there. aihh. aku sumpah nak balik kerja balik, like seriously, nak2 lagi mmg tahap kering macam sekarang ni yg keje aku tukar henpon, and online shopping tak sudah2 dengan duit yg ada. tapi tak sampai sebulan je lagi nak naik sem dah. macam harapan negara jer nak keje balik though mahendran selvarajah told me they are hiring new stuffs.

result pun nak keluar dah. erm, sumpah takut. i didnt study a lot last sem. pretty much think that i'll screw things up. tapi hope2 okaylah. asal pointer tak drop teruk. *shivering*

good day everyone ;)

hola everyone!

semester break is here again. alhamdulillah, dah 2 sem kat lendu. things were great, and more of my great moments are yet to come. okay, so mum and dad pergi haji and im a single mother kat rumah. wait. i've mentioned that already right? -___-

sumpah penat macam haper jer okay? especially when the adik2 tak bagi kerjasama. felt like screaming-ing-ing. gaaahh! but i'll never ever tell my mum how hard it is to actually become a mum or precisely, her. she'll definitely go "haaa, tu lah kome. baru tau macam mana penatnya layan rumah ni. kojenye tak habis2"
err. i feel you, woman.

cuti ni sumpah bosan. nak keluar jalan2 takde duit, nak keje tak boleh sebab these kids.
haiihh.

till then. ;)

study week

hye blog :)

the last update wassss, err, raya? ok, berhabuk. puhhh, puhhh!
okay. so, what did i do after raya? getting back to campus of course, oh oh and i had my hair cut! ok, a real cut. like this time it is short. thehehehe. i LOVEEEEE IT~ others too. :)

so assignment menggunung, tak tido macam gila babi buat assignment yg super banyak yang kene submit hari selasa bape hari bulan tah haritu yg esok pagi selasa tu kelas macam packed gila yg panda eyes and all sorts of eyebags memang tersembul keluar which was not a very nice view, people. itu assignments punya cerita lahh. so assignments dah settle and now it's time to make out with those books. yeah, aku tak beli buku pun this sem except for bel yg aku dapat for only RM10. I HEART YOU REZA :)

bagaimanakah mahu study jika tiada buku wahai zuraini? aha. itu saya masih tak tahu lagi okay?

it's study week. a week where you are supposed to hit the sack, i meannnnn, BOOKS. -____- dah nama pun study week dah tentu2 lah aku balik. rumah pun 34 jengkal jer kan? muehehehe :DD pulak gap tak macam lama pulak kan, haruslah duk umah.

mak and ayah nak pergi haji dah this 28th. okay, they were excited packing and stuffs but i was having all these butterflies in my stomach. ishh. like i ate a big bowl of butterflies *burrrpp*
can't tell why. oh yeah! i know. probably because i will be a single mother. gah! :D

kene basuh baju, masak, hantar yot pegi skolah, kemas rumah, bayar bil, basuh kereta...okay. fine. sikit jer tuhh :s

oh yeah. esok ada kenduri. hmm, everyone's going to be here. haaa, mmg tak study lah aku jawabnye
oh buku CTU, come to mama! :)

eid

salam ;)

didn't get internet connections in kampung. not even opera mini because the installation failed. celcom, u suck big time. BIG TIME.

so, raya. aidilfitri. lebaran. or whatever you peeps call it. was..... erm... not fun. haish.
first of all, it was a bit suram. everyone was there, but taktau. felt like something was missing somewhere. we didn't go to much houses like we used to. it's Perak's turn this time but taktau. not that fun when it was supposed to be fun lah kan? seperti selalu. sucks even more when i didn't have any picture taken. like, not even one. not even ONE. :(

HAAA, HERE COMES THE WORST PART OF THE RAYA.

the duit raya. angpau meh. seriouslyyyyyyy, sikit giler. like sikit nak mampus. haih. mmg tak merasa lah aku sneakers baru pas raya ni.sneakers yang tak bape sen sangat tuuuuhhhh. apa cer? sebab most of the people yang used to bagi dwet raya was like, NO DUIT RAYA FOR YOU PEEPS ABOVE 18, BERKUATKUASA TAHUN INI. aigoo :(
citt. im like what, 15 still? ;)
mmg pasrah jelah kan. dahlah balik muar pun langsung tak dapat. LANGSUNG. haish. mmg takde mood lah nak balik melaka camni *tetiba* haha

raya 5, dah sampai rumah. lagiiiiiiiilah bosan. but the assignment mood sangat banyaaaaaaak :)
selamat hari raya lah!